It's real now. According to the agency we had the quickest contract neogations ever!
Friday February 15th everything was set up, meds were ordered. Saturday the 16th a large FedEx box came and I was supposed to start lupron that night. Transfer is scheduled for March 15, 2013.
We had dinner reservations that night with our bffs - I was so nervous/anxious I threw up in the ladies room. When I came back to the table I started crying. Everything has happened so fast, and while I wanted it to this is the most adventurous thing I've ever done. I don't do crazy things. I don't take risks- until now. I couldn't change anything, contracts were signed, sealed and delivered. I didn't want to change anything, I was just scared.
When we got home K administered my first shot. It wasn't all that bad, but these are the easy ones.
The next night I attempted to give myself the lupron- no dice, I started sobbing. Jay did it for me. Tonight should be interesting, jay is at work so I HAVE to do it myself... Everything I read says its mind over matter... Fingers crossed!
Our IPs have been great so far. I really hope the relationship grows into a lasting friendship.
